Hoping to court some confidence
July 29, 2002
Pete Sampras knows he can't get back to where he was five years ago. But moving a little closer to it would be nice
Blinking slightly and wearing flip-flops, Pete Sampras slid comfortably into the leather chair of the media tent, seemingly at ease. He quickly revealed, however, that beneath the still waters of that 30-year-old face, his surety, once immovable, is now struggling in the churn of recent disappointment.
"Right now I'm just trying to get some confidence again," Sampras said yesterday at the National Tennis Centre for the Tennis Masters Canada tournament. "A lot of it's mental. It's more mental than hitting forehands and backhands. It's about confidence."
It was that kind of public confessional for Pistol Pete yesterday, though one he's submitted to before. The man once dismissed, even derided, as more automaton than man, talked of his struggles the past two years, or since he won his record 13th Grand Slam by beating Patrick Rafter at Wimbledon. Since then, the No. 13-ranked Pistol Pete is more rubber sword than loaded gun.
"It's been months since I felt like I was playing well," he says, cognizant of his pedestrian 17-14 record this year.
In an effort to find a solid base from which to climb back up the rankings, he changed coaches for the third time in nine months recently, back to Paul Annacone, who directed him for seven years. After losing at Wimbledon in the second round to cardboard cutout George Bastl, it was Annacone who knew how to prod him back from crushing disappointment, using the chase for further history.
"He knows how to inspire me," Sampras says now. "He reminds me of who I am."
But however well the change works, Sampras realizes that he can't return to pinnacles already conquered.
"I don't think I'll ever get back to that place again, where I was five years ago, mentally," he says. "It's too hard. I was living and breathing tennis and that's what you have to be to be number one, in my mind.
"Staying number one is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It took its toll."
Indeed, burnout is sometimes cited in the decline of Sampras -- years of constant mental and physical pounding as he went deep into tournament after tournament. Now, recent early-round exits means he's fresher, but that's not necessarily a good thing. He wants to get banged up, because that means he's playing past the first few rounds.
But as he said, Sampras can't be so single-minded anymore. With a wife, actress Bridgette Wilson-Sampras, in tow and a baby on the way at the end of the year, family life is tugging at the sleeve of his racquet arm.
But Bridgette's pregnancy is also cause for both hope, excitement, and some humour regarding his wreck of 2002.
"I did something right this year, I guess," he said yesterday, with that oft-hidden boyish smile, sending laughter through the room.
It is his wife who has also played a role in convincing him not to walk away, saying she wants him to stop on his own terms. With the depth and quality of men's tennis, it will not be easy, even buoyed by slightly suspect optimism.
"I feel like I can get my game going here," he says.
As preparation for the upcoming U.S Open, the Tennis Masters tourney, running today through Sunday, will provide as stiff a test as any major. With 44 of the top 50 players in the world in attendance, including 19 of the top 20, the event is just one notch below the Wimbledons of the world. Sampras's longtime rival Andre Agassi pulled out of the tournament late last night, but Sampras must meet South Africa's Wayne Ferreira in the first round, no easy task. As well, lions like world No. 2 Marat Safin -- no rock of confidence himself, mind -- and world No. 1 Lleyton Hewitt are pursuing that dominance Sampras once held so dear. Of the two, Sampras easily tags Hewitt as the man.
"That's the one guy that could potentially dominate for many years."
So the man who has scaled the loftiest heights in tennis history has come back down the mountain. Now for the first time, he is looking up, in more ways than one.
"I've got one chance to salvage a pretty disappointing year," he said. "I'm going to do something I've never had to do-a comeback. It will be the toughest challenge of my career-bigger than 13 Grand Slams. To come back from the lowest point I've ever been at."
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